Ok fine, its good evening, happy now? I just can’t believe its been four months between another new entry. I really should be ashame to say that xD.
Anyway I’m back, well don’t know for how long, but I’ll stay here as long as possible.
So what has happened in these four months. Hmm good question actually, because I can’t figure it out what really happened.

Lets see, in March I did a job for MyMIA TV at Brussels Expo which was awesome and fun! I love working with Renée and Susan as hosts. Just two lovely young ladies, But of course a lot of work for just one guy.
Around the Eastern vacation I did my Solo/end work for this year at a hotel in Brussels. I did a lot of preparation to got this working. Looking for filming equipment, cast, location, … Luckily I had full support from friends, family and her. Her… who is her actually? Well figure it out yourself. You can see the result on my Facebook page.
The same week I also helped a colleague with his end work in Antwerp. That was just wicked and fun too! My dear friend and colleague Wesley did a superb job with the photoshoot.
Oh there was that new year’s party thingy I had to go, but I didn’t because I had something to do.

Ok getting dry now… Let me think… oh right exams, yeah, we can’t forget that. Yesterday I did my last one, we’ll just have to wait for the results. I don’t know what the outcome might be, but whatever it is. Keep thinking and looking positive, that’s the spirit
Also I heard from a friend that I’ve been selected for a job in the Netherlands for a week. Filming backstage for MCE, the whole week. I’m looking forward to it, getting paid, staying in a hotel for a week, playing with film equipments, what can I guy ask for more? Hmm well maybe some companion or help during that week… Sigh

Hmm right now I kinda feel a (little) down , I just lost a friend, well not really lost like died or something. Its just we’ve decided we’re not going to see or contact each other anymore due to… well due to (a) reason(’s).
I can hear you thinking like… what the hell, why on earth would you do that? If that friend meant that much too you, why would you even do that?
Well my friend, like I said, due to (a) reason(’s). Its the best solution for the problem. Though its me that made the decision, I’m still not sure if it was the right one. Do I regret it? I’m starting to think I do, but what’s done is done and we cant go back, can we?
And yes, its hurts, not only because “that reason” but also because losing a friend is never pleasant, especially when you know that person for more than 9 years.

If I could turn the time back I just wouldn’t say a thing and really pretend that nothing happened, just to keep this or well… its passed … that relation, that friendship, that…. sigh.
Its true what they say, people comes and goes, how much it hurts, there is nothing you can do about it, you just have to live with it.
If any chances you might read this, sorry to cause you all those sleepless nights the past week(s). You’ll always be one of those great and awesome people I met in my life. Though the purpose of this solution is to forget.
Lol Kelly Clarkson’s songs just suits in this kind of situation.
*Listening to Kelly Clarkson’s Album Break Away*

Anyway, exams are done, summer is coming, party time? I really want to go somewhere, I want to explore, I want to be free, careless, going with the flow… Hmm backpacking sounds great I think.
So that’s it for tonight, I’ll keep you posted when I feel like in posting a new entry here. I know I know, I should post more often. I just don’t have that will anymore to post every week. Sorry …